Nothing but the blood of Jesus…
Hello friends and family I wanted to take a minute while I’m here at chemo to update you all on the status of everything.
Wow- I have SO MUCH to fill you in on so I am just going to jump right in. Since the last update I had been given a horrible report. On my checkup about a month and a half ago our wonderful Dr. pulled Andrew out of the room and told him I was in liver failure. She then proceeded to warn him that I would be in a lot of pain and that I had two days to two weeks to live at the most. She then sent us home to be with our kids and enjoy what time I had left.
Andrew came back in the room grieved over the news looking white as a sheet, and he proceeded to update me through broken cries. I remember sitting there in disbelief. Immediately I responded with a, “No- I don’t receive that.” Although the news was hard to hear and the pain I was feeling was real, I knew that God wasn’t finished.
We drove back home an hour through traffic, and the closer I got to home the more stubborn and resolved I became. As soon as I walked in my father in law and brother in laws greeted us and we began to worship and pray. I could barely stand and walk for five steps at that point without feeling like I was going to pass out, but in that moment this fight was stirring in me and strength rose up in me and I marched all over that living room singing and shouting the victory screaming like a fool! Through tears we all worshipped in that dark hour. We refused to mourn. I felt the Holy Spirit speak to me in that moment now is not the time for mourning or lamenting, but it is the time for rejoicing and celebrating the great victory of the Lord. Everyone was in agreement and we agreed with Heaven. In the weeks to come I had several moments where that word from the Holy Spirit was tested. Every two or three days I was being rushed into some ER because my body was so deficient of phosphorous and I had a few days in the hospital receiving a blood transfusion. My bilirubin had reached an all time high of 7.5 and every time I was in the hospital they were sending in these grief Dr.s and asking me those scary questions like, “do you want extraordinary measures to be taken to keep you alive if your body’s organs start to shut down?” It was scary and overwhelming.
One night the pain was so great, I laid in the bath tub weeping and crying out to God. Some times my prayer was just, “Jesus! Jesus! Jesus!!!!”
That night I felt like if I wanted to go He would have taken me home to Him. He sustained me through that night and every day after. He sustained me in the very face of death. I am weeping as I write this. I KNOW my father is GOOD! He will sustain you and hold you in the darkest moments. There is nothing we cannot face with Him. Whatever it is that has you crippled in fear- JESUS has OVERCOME it!!!!!!! I want everyone to know this God. I want to be alive to see many come to this revelation! To share my story and see the chains of fear broken off of many. To see the sick healed! To see the broken and hopeless filled with purpose and faith! I knew all along this battle of cancer was not about me, but it would release a ripple effect of faith! Supernatural faith!
Right now I want to pray over all of you who are reading-
Jesus,
You are the GREAT REDEEMER! You are the SUSTAINER of the weak! Right now I pray that the Holy Spirit would fill every reader with your hope and peace to face every fear! I speak healing over the sick! Bring healing to their bodies according to your word in Isaiah 53 it is your will! Jesus thank you for your great sacrifice! We will not cheapen it with our unbelief! Please deliver us from any unbelief that lingers in our life! You are greater than all things!!!!! Greater than cancer! Greater than diabetes! Greater than fibromyalgia! Greater than chronic arthritis! Greater than autoimmune diseases! Greater than infertility! Jesus heal the sick!!!!!! We join our faith together and we shout for your victory over sickness! Let every heart be stirred and shaken to believe for greater! Show us who You are God! We believe your word is true! Your word is infallible! You are the same God today yesterday and forever! We will stand in faith until the full manifestation of our miracles!
Thank you Jesus!!!!
Today y’all I’m feeling great- I drove myself to chemo- no longer in liver failure- my bilirubin is now 2.0!
I was able to buy my kids school clothes and supplies! I was able to drive them to school on their first day! I’m no longer using a wheelie chair at all! I am growing in strength everyday! I’m still believing and trusting God for a complete healing! I praise Him everyday for my victory in Him!
I’ve been singing this old hymn a lot lately-
“What can wash away my sins?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus!
What can make me whole again?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus!
Oh precious is the flow that makes me white as snow- no other fount I know- Nothing but the blood of Jesus!
It’s all about the blood of Jesus that was poured out for us! He is the answer to every problem! I put my faith in the blood of Jesus!
I love you all so much!